Hard Goodbyes

I want to tear my claws into your guilt

gut your morals and leave nothing but filth

I deserve to be happy and I took that from you

I'm not sorry for us, but I'm sorry for you two

You're so sexy and heartless I want you for me

But you're locked down with her and we can never be

Can't you wait to be faithful and honest and true?

Didn't you like all of the things I did to you?

How can you deny me the one thing I enjoy?

I guess I'll find a replacement, some other boy.

Now you've seen me cry and know that I have feelings

And it hurts worse now because you're leaving

Please me and leave me and pretend like we're through

Then come back again like you always do

Does she sit at your feet and beg for your cock?

Or is she waiting for you to leave, eyeing the clock?

I don't want your undying love I just want to be your slave

You can hit me and hurt me because I'm going to misbehave

Sometimes I wonder what goes on in your brain

And then I remember that we're both insane

Perhaps we're too similar and would collide into dust

But the heat and the blast would be fun at first

I teased you and conned you into having sex with me

But, admit, it was better than any pornography

You seemed like the jerk but it was really my fault

You had no chance, you were mine from the start

Your goodbye tore out my heart and set it on fire

I'm clinging to life from a thin wire